PLKN

2012年7月26日,一个全马来西亚95年生的人都不愿意面对的日子. 查看 PLKN 的日子.

我以为我不会那么幸运被抽中,结果,所谓的one in a million的奇迹发生了.我还是被抽中了.

下午因为太多人log in那个网站,所以PLKN的网站crashed了. 我那时真的很着急,我真心希望我不是那个幸运的人.我真的不想去.不是因为我讨厌他们的活动.是因为PLKN确确实实地毁了我的假期.

我输入我的身份证号码的时候,我的心情真的是复杂到了极点.当那个page被刷新的时候,我整个人都傻了. 

TANIAH , ANDA TELAH DIPILIH UNTUK MENYERTAI PROGRAM LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA. 

我的名字和身份证号码就那么的杵在那儿.

当时的心情就像从天堂跌到谷地.我真的不知道要给予什么反应才算正常.我以很激动的心情去跟我妈妈讲了这消息.我妈妈看到我哭也不敢出声.眼泪就这样流下来.我完全没有想到我会那么伤心. 怎么感觉自己越来越脆弱.

朋友们看到我的msg过后,都以最快的速度回复我和打给我. 我当时可以算是精神上的崩溃了.脑子就像"哐"的一声,什么都想不起了.我草草的说了我想睡觉就上楼了.

我躺在床上想了很久,结果眼泪还是很不争气地流了下来.我哭了很久,久到我都忘记了我是怎样睡着的.手上被朋友涂鸦的字早就因为擦眼泪的时候花掉了.

我起来的时候感觉胸口闷闷的,我才想起原来我是哭着睡觉的.起身后,我像死人一样的冲凉吃饭,然后去补习.我现在尝试着去接收这可怕的现实.接受着我要在异地过着可怕的3个月.

其实我是哭着写完这篇东西的.

#100dayswithEXO

#100dayswithEXO 

hi everybody ! I was too busy to update my blog. but today , I'm here to share something bout #100dayswithEXO ! my precious boys , congratulation ! WITH LOTS OF LOVE ! 

from 8/4/2012 to 16/7/2012 , it is already 100 days , we exotics are together with EXO. their 1st teaser , it's Kai's teaser , was released at 23/12/2011. I still remember when I saw this news in allkpop , I rushed to youtube and watched this teaser. 

my first impression to Kai was : WOW ! HE LOOKS LIKE TAE MIN !  and he can dance ! impressive ! 

then here comes Kai and LuHan's teaser , with the song titled " Time Control ". To be honest , when I first saw LuHan's face , I was thinking : WOAH ! how can a boy be this pretty ? he's like a doll. I thought he can only dance and maybe not so good in singing. I WAS TOTALLY WRONG ! our LuHannie can sing pretty well ! 

the next teaser is Tao's teaser. My mind : WOOOOOOOOOOW ! wushu master ! and he's a chinese ?! this is amazing ! SM Entertainment always has the best artists and trainees. He's so good-looking and macho ! 

I had to say sorry and bow to EXO , I didn't follow any teasers after Tao's teaser because there are too many teasers and what I see is only Kai's name. I think that SM Entertainment likes Kai a lot. there are 23 teasers of EXO , and Kai was starred in 8 our of 23 teasers. that's pretty much right ? no offense and no bashing , I LOVE KAI OKAY ? he's the dansheen masheen that every exotic loves <3

this will be a super long post about EXO , if you have lost your patience , you can just close this tab. it's okay :D

now let's start from our BAOZI , XiuMin ! 

our cutie pie showing " the angry baozi " expression

 His real name is Kim MinSeok. and he's using XiuMin as his stage name. he reminds me of Xiah Junsu. that single eye lids , husky voice and chubby face. he's the eldest out of the 12 members. BUT he looks like the youngest ! so is he immortal or what ? cutie pie <3

coming up next , LuHan , our little deer ! 

our pretty boy , LuHan smiling like a kid

LuHan uses his real name as his stage name. born in 1990. BUT he is also immortal ! he didn't grow old at all ! he looks even younger ! how can this be ? LOL ! LuHan can sing pretty well and he is really good in dancing ! he's good and rubics cube and soccer. LuHan is an outgoing boy and he loves to buy SeHun bubble milk tea <3

here comes our perfect boy , Kris !

this is Krisus !

God must had put in too much perfection when creating him. Kris Wu Yi Fan ! he's a pure chinese and he went to Canada with his mum when he was still 5. he is 187cm , too tall for an Asian ! Kris can speak 4 languages : Korean , Chinese , English and Cantonese. seriously I can't stare into his eyes more than 10 seconds. he's too attractive ! <3 

 SuHo , guardian of EXO ~

couldn't find a GIF of SuHo , sorry !

SuHo stands for guardian in Korean and Chinese. the reason he got this name is , he is the one who is always guiding the members and he's EXO's guardian. he is nice and caring , charming at the same time. he's like the father of the group. always calling the members to keep calm ( referring to ChanYeol and BaekHyun , LOL ! ). he makes sure every members greet seniors and fans in a cheerful way. this is our guardian , leader SuHo <3


who's next ? Lay ! 

this is our forgetful unicorn , Lay

real name : Zhang YiXing , stage name : Lay. I don't know why he chose this funny stage name. everyone loves to make joke of his name. he's well-known for his forgetful and funny characteristic. he always forgets his stage name, but he never forgets to reveal his member's secrets. he reacts slower compared to normal people. he likes to tell jokes and makes his members laugh. this is our forgetful unicorn , Lay <3


ding ding ding ! BaekHyun is here !  

SUN GUN , BYUN BAEK HYUN !

he has an unique sir name , Byun. Baek Hyun wears eye liner better than girls ! he also has a nickname called bacon because of his name , BaekHyun. he always gives a cheerful look with his eye smile. his voice is a little bit husky but his high notes are really impressive ! he is one of the voices of EXO , he is BYUN BAEK HYUN ! 

my love , Chen ~ 

my orange boy , Chen Chen

 Kim JongDae a.k.a Chen ~ my bias in EXO ! his horoscope is Virgo and I'm always attracted to Virgo boys. I love his laugh and smile. he never fails to make me smile. he can cheer me up with his brightest smile. he has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. I hope he can gain some weight because he's really skinny , or maybe I should say bonny ? he has the most beautiful voice in EXO. he is definitely an angel fallen from the sky. forever my orange boy , Chen Chen <3

dorky ChanYeol is here ! 

HAPPY VIRUS CHAN YEOL !

  he's my first bias in EXO-K. he looks really handsome in mv. but in real life , HE IS SUCH A DORK ! he always hit his legs and hands when he claps. ermmm , why can't he clap properly ? well , no one knows. he always laugh without any reason. weird but he's still cute. DERP SQUARD ! 


baby owl flies over ~ OH HELLO KYUNG SOO ~

umma of EXO-K , baby owl D.O ~

when I first saw him , I was like : OH MY GOD ! he looks like the Hong Kong actor 王祖蓝 ! but after some time , he actually looks MUCH MORE BETTER than that actor. he is famous with his " always in shock " expression , like this -->> O______O I like it when he opens his eyes wide and looks around aimlessly. cute baby owl :D


Tao : KRIS GEGE ! I WANT GUCCI !

romantic kungfu panda , Tao

Huang Zi Tao , as known as kungfu panda. his eye bags ... okay he doesn't admit that's eye bags. okay it's 卧蝉 ~ Tao may look fierce but he's actually very nice and warm. he cries and gets touched because of little stuffs. he's just a sensitive and tough boy who went over to Korea at 2011 to achieve his dream. he's just a 19-year-old boy. he's just a boy who loves wushu alot. why are netizens bashing him ? he's perfect in every EXOTIC's heart <3


Kai : what did you just say ? I was sleeping ~~

CHRONGGG Kai !

the first EXO member that I could recognize. he shines automatically. I can always see him although he's with other members. he looks like SHINee's TaeMin. but much more macho * LOL sorry TaeMinnie * I admire his smooth dance moves. he's really good in dancing. but mind your waist okay ? don't get hurt again. it hurts our heart to see you bearing your pain and dance as hard as you can on the stage. 


Annyeongha-the-yo , ETHO-KEH makneh THE-HUN ibnida !

Maknae rules EXO Planet. the BUING BUING master !

milky white skin , semi-lunar eye smile , rice cake voice , so this is SE HUN , woori maknae ~ as the youngest member of EXO , he is in charge of doing the aegyo. eg : BUING BUING and bunny ears. he loves his LuHan hyung so much , so HunHan couple is the joke between EXO members. he says fans call him " little white dog " because his skin is white and when he smiles he looks like a puppy. BUING BUING MAKNAE ~ 

WE ARE ONE ! EXO 사랑하자 !

EXO FROM EXO PLANET !

orange boy ~

had been reading some EXO fanfics ~ I prefer chinese fanfics. those writers are more creative. whoops ~ haha !

will have my driving test tomorrow. wish me luck ! I have confidence in myself ! parking , slope and driving on the road. those are just minor problems ~ I can pass my driving test ! 

after learning driving for almost 2 months , the day has finally arrived. I will be a qualified driver after tomorrow. I want to drive to many places. I want to hang out with friends until late night ! I promised some of them , I will drive them out ~ HOP IN !

I've been swallowed into the black hole of EXO Planet. I'm addicted to them. these 12 fabulous boys , why so perfect ? especially my love , Chen <3

good night , my orange boy :D

Kris carried Chen Chen ! Chen is like a mannequin ! boy , you need to eat more. see how skinny you are.

you better run , run , run , run , run ~