Motivation ?

Mid-year exam is around the corner. But i just found out that , I have been playing hide and seek with motivation. And till now , I can't find it. Motivation is good at hiding. Where are you , motivation ? I need you right now.

Started to revise bio and add Maths. But I also don't understand the book. OMG what should i do ?

Someone has got motivation. Someone says exam is the most important thing now. I should be like that too.

FOOD !

I just simply don't like the new setting of blogger. too complicated. will try to learn how to use this not-so-simple new setting.

had dim sum as breakfast with family. I don't remember since when I didn't go out for breakfast with my family. were too busy @.@

had a great time at  玉福满点心楼. their dim sum is nice. I LOVE DIM SUM ! OH YES ! HAHA !
due to my bro's tuition , we went to stadium to waste some time. did charity there. meaningful charity :D

 dad forced me to study. I studied bio for 2 hours , then did add maths for 1.5 hours. couldn't concentrate at all. Ipad is too tempting ! I couldn't stop playing it. at last , my dad poked my back ( asking me to go back and study ). LOL ! 

went to Mr.Mano's bio extra class. he's teaching chapter 5 , inheritance. specially for AMC students. because our school is different from other schools. ain't feeling sleepy now. HEE HEE !

Breakfast with family is always the BEST OUT OF THE BESTS.

T.G.I.F

I am looking forward to the next driving lesson. Had fun driving but , EHEHEHEHEE ! I guess I am not a pro driver ~ but still consider as an OK driver.

just finished Mano's Bio tuition class. EXHAUSTED !!!!! my eyes nearly closed during the lesson. I should have napped longer this afternoon ! HAH !

Everyone is preparing for their mid-year test. but what am I doing ?! sometimes I got mad at myself for being not motivated. but what to do ? I am still very lazy. ARGHHHHHHH !

120414 :)

Woke up at 5am in the morning. Prepared everything for my cadet competition. Set off to school with jetway.

Wasn't feeling nervous at all. Wore accessories with cadet members. Had our last formation practice at the car porch. Boarded our bus and headed to TUDM.

Reached TUDM. Saw many teams of cadets from different school practicing. Saw GO and NGO too. Then we found a place to practice. Waited until 12pm, under the hot sun, it was our turn. We were the last team.

Ended the whole marching and formation nervously. It was the hottest time of the day. We were sweating and exhausted.

Found a shade to get rest and wanted to drink cold drinks desperately. Drank 2 cups of juice and my body was cooled down.

Watched performances from
TUDM and waited for the result nervously. I thought we would get the third prize. But we didn't make it. Somehow this disappointed Erwani. Although she didn't say it out , I can feel it. We all can feel it. But I know we had done our best.

Erwani is our one and only commander. LOVE her ! We all teared up when we saw her crying. I cried even more when she said sorry to us. She doesn't need to say sorry to us. We are the one who suppose to say sorry. :'(

Arrived home at 630pm. Was rushing to the bathroom to bathe because I sweated a lot. I rushed to get myself ready for the Sam Tet symphony orchestra concert.

It was indeed a nice show. Nice songs and the singing duo was awesome ! Enjoyed a lot yesterday night. I didn't know 张老师 was there too. Should have find him to chat for awhile.

Fetched Carmen and YanYing back after the concert. When I reached home , it was already 11pm. I was extremely exhausted and didn't want to move my body anymore. Legs were cramping for the whole night :(

nervous ?

whee heeeee ~ am going to cadet competition tomorrow. should be sleeping at this time. but then I napped for too long this afternoon. okay , will force myself to sleep earlier.

went out from class to marching since yesterday. my skin is tanner now. never mind. I had predicted this ~ :D I am not feeling nervous , why huh ?

am going to symphony concert tomorrow. " A Movie At The Night " :)

okay , should go and sleep now ~ goodnight folks and goodnight cutie panda :D

First Of All

heyyllo peeps ! to be honest this is not my first blog. uhm , I have one private blog and this is my public blog. Suddenly have the urge to create a new blog :P

#PrayForAceh I wrote a super long message to my best friends :

I would like to say a silent prayer to god. Let's pray for Aceh , Indonesia , Thailand , Singapore and our country. I am treating tonight as the last day of my life. In case there's some words that I wanted to say long time ago , but I don't have the courage to speak out. I truly appreciated your presence in my life. Your laughter filled my entire life with happiness. I would say I'm too lucky to have you as my best friend. I don't deserve to have someone amazing like you. I love you with my heart.

well , someone may don't believe that these are my words but these are the words from my deep heart core :) okay. will end my first blog post here.

Quote Of The Day :
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ― Marilyn Monroe

I LOVE MY CLASS :D